loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out how much you love someone
right after that person walks out of your life.
and sometimes, you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them
just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
for some, they think that letting go
is one way of expressing how much you love the person…
most relationships tend to fail
not because the absence of love.
love is always present.
it’s just that one was being loved too much
and the other was being loved too little.
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left.
maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.
I found this tucked into one of my old beat up highschool notebooks as I was digging through the mess that is my room searching for my old chemistry notes that I thought would help me with my upcoming test. Just goes to show how much I paid attention in class or where my was head was at, right? ahaha I don’t really recall why I had scribbled such a thing and tucked it in and kept it among a shit ton of notes and old scantrons, let alone where I read (and copied and kept) this from but I do remember being 17, the ever hopeless romantic, never been kissed (and saving that first kiss like it was the last bag of hot cheetos on the face of this earth LOL) and still, as inexpirenced I was at anything to do with relationships and love, I remember feeling a sort of bittersweet sadness when I read this. I know, actually, I’m quite certain that at that time, I didn’t understand or even begin to accurately imagine the ”irony” let alone the ”concept of love” but something somewhere resonated in me. It must have. I mean in order for me to keep this among other things, I suppose.
Fast forward to the now and rereading this, it makes me laugh at how strange I was to have kept such a quote whose meaning I had not even begun to grasp at heart. Well, I know now. Funny how now, I know exactly. And I can’t help but feel my heart drop and feel all the more older and tired.
You are the content of your character. You are the ambitions that drive you. You are the goals that you set. You are the things that you laugh at and the words that you say. You are the thoughts you think and the things you wonder. You are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend, but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one. You are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel, but for the volume of the soul it carries.” —Boyghost: This again.(via nancylicious)(via sexisbeautiful)